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Muhammad Rafiq Bin Ramlan
Officially 18
30.11.1990
Republic Poly ; DBIO
RP Noobish Floorballer
Eating is my forte & profession
raf_of_destiny@hotmail.com ; msn/fs :D


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    Sunday, August 05, 2007

    *Warning*
    dont blame me if the post is too emo >.>
    I just write what i feel like..

    K then..


    I feel like dam stupid, sad, miserable
    Actually i don even know what to feel right now.

    Sometimes i wonder..

    *wonder*
    *wonder*
    *wonder*

    Why on earth do i smile eventhough im sad?
    Why smile when im angry?
    Why smile when your heart is torn to tiny bits of pieces?
    Am i crazy?..
    Is it to cover up my true feeling?
    blah blah.. guess i have to find out for myself eh..
    i've heard people saying, there is always something behind every smile..
    hmm perhaps its true..
    dosent mean i smile, means that im happy..argg..
    Sometimes i try psycho-ing myself just to feel happy..
    heh how lame can i get..haiz


    What drives me to do things..
    things that you know would not happen..
    things that seems impossible to reach..
    I keep saying to myself, what if it does..
    at least i know that ive tried
    the worst thing that i would want, is to have any regrets..
    No more regrets in my life please...


    The feeling to love someone, omg.. how great is that 0_o..
    listen carefully to your heart, and you could just hear it crying out for that special someone
    Pleasant to hear, beautiful to see i must say.

    Its like you're a whole new person
    The feeling to be loved is another thing..
    It must be great!..
    But Im just so confused over it :(
    What is the true feeling like..

    However, just a slight mistakes could ruin all these..
    Hmm, see how sad it is..haizz



    I guess till here then..
    Before it gets even emo!, no way i could live with the word "emo" revolving around me haha..

    bb cya.



    Hellow @Sunday, August 05, 2007