Muhammad Rafiq Bin Ramlan Officially 18
30.11.1990
Republic Poly ; DBIO
RP Noobish Floorballer
Eating is my forte & profession
raf_of_destiny@hotmail.com ; msn/fs :D
Nothing Here :)
Lives For
♫ Being myself
♫ Doing what I like
♫ Having great friends
♫ Eat tonnes of awesome food
♫ Crapping
♫ Oxygen
♫ H20 :D
Went to marina square with the home affairs people just now. Poor sharman wearing green and charisma wearing red while the rest wore all white. We planned it of course. Now they both look like watermelons! haha..
Went to swensens to our booked place. Good thing is quite alot turned up! and of course make it more livelier. While waiting for their cake which we named is at "jennifer" so as not to make it obvious =p, we order ice cream first.
Ordered the earthquake ice cream thingy. Infact 2 of it. Seriously, dam alot lar. We split into 2 groups making it easier. Unfortunately, our earthquake turn out to be more of a landslide!. Compare to the other one, ours was.. no comments :).
So When the cake comes, the "party" started. Eat here eat there, you can say its an ICE CREAM spree. Even now im still craving for more. Afterthat, some of us had to go. Me, Ariff and Shidah went home together. So yeh tats about all.
Before i end, just a few more words.
IMA this is too you. I know things have been rough, im sure you agree. We will be the BEST of friends :). I'll treat you as one of my closest bestest friend!. No matter what, our friendship will last!. As you say, SMILE :). Cause we deserve too!.
Hellow @Saturday, May 31, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
First thing first Happy Belated b'day MANN.
As you said yourself, your now illegal already. No need to elaborate about the illegal part. His b'day suppose to be on 25 but since there is no school and on monday he retook his MT o'level. So yeh, we celebrated today. Surprisely of course!. What's the use of celebration without surprises right? :). So i guess, i just let the pic do the talking
Hellow @Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Hey all. Been a hectic week. Problems arrise and i could only blame myself. Aint gonna elaborate it here.
So had UT today and also yesterday. 2 UT straight. Never had this before in my time in RP. Seriously shocking. I really didn't know there were UT the day before. But still had to make use of the time left, so quickly went to revise.
This past 2 day in school have been so called "learning" to play the piano in school. Thx to a so called great "teacher" geng hong, he is also my classmate lol. Went to learn to play the piece title "canon in D". I think i made good improvement or so to say. Now the only thing i would wan is to be able to play it for her!..
I'm missing u alot now! U are the only one for me, this is TRUE! "Cause our hearts are locked forever and our love will never die"
Hellow @Friday, May 23, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
All I can say that today isnt really a good day.
I hurt my Dearest so much that I cant possibly forgive my ownself. I know it would be difficult for her to forgive me but I don't blame her if she dosen't. I know what I say/did was utterlerly wrong and selfish. Good that the public would know how stupid I am.
I didn't think what the outcome would be. I didn't think how she would have felt. I didn't think that she would be hurt.
Why cant I just keep my bloody mouth shout. I cant deny that sometimes I do stupid things. I cant deny that sometimes i say things without thinking. But this.. I have really hurt someone that I really LOVE soo much. Im so dam incomprehensive and stupid. I f****** deserve this. I just regret on what I have done. If i could just shut my mouth then maybe then the world would be more peaceful.
I know that things cant be undone.. I know no matter how big or small you have been hurt there would always be a scar remain.
Dearest. I don't know how can i really make it up to you.. but no matter how long it will take I will find a way.. I know this dosen't help but I want you to know I really regretted what I have done. I couldn't care less what would happen to me. All that i want now is to be able account for my stupidity and to heal ur wounds.. no matter what it takes..
I Love You..
Hellow @Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
Since the day that we met girl
I ain't never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world…ohh
If you make the promise to me you're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I’m lost and so confused
What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at…ohhh
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Aint nothin' ever that bad
That we would be together
And though we both made a mistake
And some we never wished we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together
Oooh…I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you’re so afraid but I can’t right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life
What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Aint nothin' ever that bad
That we would be together
And though we both made a mistake
And some we never wished we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together
Baby you’re the one I’ve waited for
Because you give me what I needed more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together…together…we should be together
Eternally….Ooohh
Girl I’m gonna be….
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Aint nothin' ever that bad
That we wo be together
And though we both made a mistake
And some we never wished we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together
Dearest, as i said, this will be our song TOGETHER. All the promises i made to you will NEVER be broken, I ASSURE you this. No matter how hard the journey ahead lies for us NEVER would we fall apart. I want you to know that I LOVE you with everything i have.
Hellow @Monday, May 19, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Back to posting. This ain't gonna be a long post.
As all may know tomoro is VESAK DAY. And that means no school!. Happy? of course!. No need to wake up early in the morning. Sad thing is that tuesday we are back to school again. In a few weeks time is the 2 weeks holiday!. Still thinking what to do during the holiday.
Dearest, gd luck for your hip hop boot camp!. I'm missing you like crazy rite now!!.
Hellow @Sunday, May 18, 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008
I just summarise all up on what have been going on this past few days
==YESTERDAY YESTERDAY (Saturday)==
Met up with Dearest to go bugis. Apart from that, her mum was there too!. Seriously, I was dam nervous at first. God knows how nervous I am heh. As the time past, i slowly settled down. Her mum is a very outgoing person. She's fun to talk with. I think its safe to say that all went well!. We went bugis, then orchard and back to bugis again. Its a good day i must say!. I am just happy heh.
==YESTERDAY==
Firstly first, i know its late but, Happy Mother's day to all mum!. Anyway, had some plans for tat day. I and my sis went to surprise mum with the presents we got her!. She was shocked i must say, glad that she like what we gave her.
Afterthat, Me and my sisters went chong pang. Incase some may not know, its somewhere in Yishun :). My sis wanted to cut her hair, so i just followed. Better then rotting at home i guess. Went to northpoint afterwards to just chill and hangout. The next destination was Safra. Seriously been long time since i step foot in Safra yishun.
Who is that guy behind??!
==TODAY==
So back to school. Met up with syg and went school with her!. Anw, sry if I was a baddie! >.<. Tak sengaje. And as i said, i will make it up to you!.
Today's problem is managable. Able to understand most part of it. Did'nt have much trouble understanding it. Btw, I am just stress cause of another C in chemistry!. That makes it 3 in a row. Omg, nvr i had gotten this before. What is happening to the world?. Had lunch with dearest, rid, noorul and fir. We chatted alot of stuffs and had some laughs.
After school had to help out for the open house. The fbllers had to help out with the goodie bags. Aim to pack around 5000 bags!. Don't know whether we reached that aim. But we know that we are able to pack everything :). So i guess thats good. Met up with syg afterthat!.
Walked her to the interchange. Sadly didn't send her home. Its getting rather late. Otw there, we reminisce the time during SAS camp. Seriously, i will always smile when talking about it :). Because of the camp, I am able to meet someone as GREAT as HER!!. I'm very fortunate to have her in my life.
Dearest, i love you lots!
With this I end the post.
Hellow @Monday, May 12, 2008
Saturday, May 10, 2008
= Post for friday :) =
Alrite so its finally friday and it marks the last day of school for the week and also CHEMISTRY. Anyway today's lesson went beyond "stress". My group almost took a whole hour just to present. By right we only have 10 minutes. Talk about extra time. Seriously don't know what to say. Always have the thought of "cabut-ing" every friday heh.
Anyway, met my DEAREST during 1st break and later on during the 2nd break as well. Everytime i meet her, there will always be a smile on my face. This is without fail. She always made my day BETTER.
After school met with Rid and Noorul and we went to cwp to have our dinner. Had so many laugh. Also played true or dare at the carpark. Of all places why the carpark? haha. Actually at the carpark also not that bad. Summore have some nice views. Can see almost the whole woodlands! ( this is meant to be a joke -.-). Arounf 7+ we went off :).
Sent my syg home. I just love sending her home. Eventhough my house is at woodlands and hers is at hougang, serisouly its not far :). Time flies when im with my dearest!. Besides, this is SINGAPORE. Singapore so small!. Should be thankful we are living in singapore, what if we live in those big big countries!?.
P.S. Dear pls DONT look down on urself or say that ur useless cause its NOT TRUE. maybe u did'nt realize it but you were always there for me!. When I am sick, ur msges, wishes really lifted me up!. When I'm moody u nvr fail to make me laugh!. You stood by me no matter what. There's nothing more that i could have ask for!. When I'm with you, i can feel the happiness running through out my whole body. No words could explain how great it is.
All i want to say that you ALWAYS in my HEART and I'm ALWAYS thinking of you. I LOVE YOU IMA!!!
Hellow @Saturday, May 10, 2008
Monday, May 05, 2008
Did i say how much i hate chem?? Yeh i did.. but no harm saying again rite?.
I HATE CHEMISTRY!! .
Since secondary school this topic never fail to make me stress. Till now it still have'nt change. Talk about bad luck sheesh.
C - Chicken H - Hates E - Empty M - Missing I - Igloo S - Supposely T - To R - Ram Y - You
Don't make sense rite?. Its the same as chemistry :). Nonsense!
Ok, back to today. Met up with syg in the morning and we walk to school together!. I miss her alot yeh seriously ALOT!:). Reach class at 8.32. Luckily faci did not mark late.
My class plan to go for a talk at 12.30. But end up not :(. By 12.15 its already full house!. Like wdh.. so early full ready. So with thi misery we return back class.
Had floorball PT. During the exercise suddenly just felt tired and weak. Before that i was ok but this is just too sudden. Maybe I am sick ? Maybe I'm not. We shall see eh.
Met up with syg at cwp along with fir and nita. We chatted awhile and off we went. Sent syg to her bus stand!. Dear, dont worry, i will take care of myself!. you know i will.
Dearest, miss you alot!. I Love you lotss! Tc of yourself tau!. Your my one and only! Nothing will change that! Know that this is true!
Hellow @Monday, May 05, 2008
Saturday, May 03, 2008
This will be a very short post. I just need to say out 3 things 1st thing I HATE CHEMISTRY! Biology is ok but CHEMISTRY, NOT A CHANCE! Somehow I feel a little better :) 2nd thing HAPPY 2Oth BIRTHDAY JL! If you are reading this, may ur whishes come true and may it be one of the best birthday ever!. 3rd thing To my SYG, GET WELL SOON!!. Sad to see ur sick :(. And don't worry, I make sure I take care of myself too. I Love you! <3 End
Hellow @Saturday, May 03, 2008
Thursday, May 01, 2008
YES! I LOVE HER!
1st May :). I cant believe how fast time flies. Its our 1 month together. Eventhough its only 1 month but to me its seems way longer then that!. This day really mean ALOT to me!.
Dear, you have been there for me all this while. Never did you left me alone. Your smile alone never fail to make my day and left me with this much happiness in me which i want to share it with you.
Having you here by my side is more then anything i could ever hope for. Nothing can describe how happy and lucky I am to have you.
No matter how difficult and tough the obstacle that lies for us know that you can depend on me to be there for you!. Never would i back down or give up!. As long as this body can move so does my resolve!.
My dear IMA, know that i love you every second, every minute, every hour, every day. My love for you burns like a flame that will never go off.
