Hi My name is Rafiq. Yours?

Friday, October 26, 2007

Hello again.. Firstly I want to thx all those who were concern for me!.. you all rule! :).. don't know what I become without them.. so the mushy
-.-" hurhur ..
I will try not to emo.. eventhough i dont! haha..

Anyway, been quite busy or rather "confuse" about things.. Feeling of sadness and pain.. Some may know, some may not, so just let it be.. no comments.. Yeh so that explain why i never post..

Aitez,another 2 UT's have passed, and seems like more UT is just around the corner. Great eh?.. -.-. So today had Visual Basics. I was expecting it to be very difficult and i mean difficult!. To me, it appears to be quite easy. At first my group was strugling a little bit but as time goes by it was manageable. Did i mention that today's faci is different?. Yeh, so today faci is different, not tan peng peng. Its only for this week. I forgot the faci name haha..

After school played pool with some of my frens. $2 for like 5+ games haha.. worth it :). I rather waste time at school then at home.. cause it prevent me from thinking too much :).. oh.. did i meantion? I HATE thinking..

Umm ok then, that wraps u all i guess

till here for now

Hellow @Friday, October 26, 2007

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Syafiqah wad you pointing at??

Emo?

They don't let me eat in peace >.>

Cute?

Seriously.. it was too bright so had to close my eyes

Emo.. sad soul haha

Alrite, so today spent Hari Raya with my secondary skool mates =). Quite sometime since I saw them. Sad to say quite a lot could not make it. But hey at least got to see some of them haha.
At first had some problem meeting up. But soon it was ok. First house we went hayu house. I remember that last time we had to do some skit project here haha, so funny. Her mum's cooking was POWER.. very nice! but at the same time quite spicy .

Next went to liyana's house. Usually would have roti john =p but since we eaten at the previous house.. sad to say no more. Luckily all the houses were nearby and we just had to walk. Safe transport fee =p. After that Aqim came to her house and we are off to his house next. Aqim house aka house of cats. Want to know why?. The name speaks for itself. His house has a lot of cats. 7 cats to be precise. Luckily im not afraid of cats, if i am, i think i would not go in the house lol.

Did not went to a lot of houses since most of them has last minute thing. Last house was mine. So off to woodlands!. Quite convienient for me since mine is the last house =). Luckily my mum cook cause im starting to get hungry. So yeh.. there were food!. So ape lagi! eat arh!.

Really too tired to elaborate much. So i'll stop here for now. Having slight headache

Hellow @Sunday, October 21, 2007

Friday, October 19, 2007

WARNING WARNING. Before i type anything, this is just a gentle warning.. =) Emo post ahead.. I sugget you don't ready if you cant take this kind of thing

I don't know why but I just felt like writing a poem.. Maybe just to express how I feel..

The feeling

A feeling that has long begun
Yet it still remained so strong
Never wished for it to be undone
Wondering where I have gone wrong

Eversince that painful day
It only makes me think of you more
Every minute Every hour Every day
You're the only one that I adore

Pour my heart to try to reach to you
Never thought it would be swiftly swept away
Words doesnt seem to be coming true
Each beat of my heart hurts to be in dismay

How I really wish to tell
The feeling that still remains
Thoughts of breaking down dwells
Sadden like the sound of rain

-End-

This feeling for the special someone still has' nt change..
Just trying to find time to talk to her is difficult.. really duno what to do.. When talking, I just feel that it worsen.. =(

Hellow @Friday, October 19, 2007

Sunday, October 14, 2007

These are ultramans of our century..

Me and my sisters!

Walao who that extra guy in pink ..

Me and Fahmi

Its not what you are thinking.. lol

Wads wif the face.. haha

ALAMAK!

siao?..

He states that " Why follow people if we can come out with our own poses"..

Yum yum

First things first, SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Wont be elaborating much though, lazy and tired =p..So.. the first day of raya!. Sadly it was'nt that happening as the previous raya but nevertheless its still dam Fun haha.

We ask forgiveness from our parents, siblings, relatives. Thats one of the most important thing of raya. Its good to forgive and forget =)

For those who are reading this, i ask for your forgiveness if i ever had offend you ..

As usual we went to my grandmother and grandfather house first to celebrate. Could say we were the first few to arrive. Then 1 by 1 my relatives came and soon, the house was so packed that it is so difficult to walk lol. Sadly today only went to 3 houses -.-. Our van gave problems at the 3rd house haha, and we stayed there for so long that i even slept. around 10+ we decied to go home. Miserable we took the bus..

Thats is for now, let the pics do the talking zz

till next time

Hellow @Sunday, October 14, 2007

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Lol okay.. been quite sometime since i post.
Been so called "busy" haha.
Also lazy and got nothing to write about =)

So its already 4th week of school. Summore left 3 more days of fasting then HARI RAYA =)
Seriously lar, time flies ..
So far im liking the class hurhur.. E36P sweet =p

Today had enterprise. Nothing special about it. As usual a little boring and almost fell asleep during presentation haha.
Today went to a talk, something about depression or something.. blah blah blah..
Frankly saying, Im quite interested about the talk. Its not like everytime Im interested in a talk.
At the talk we also did some kind of a quiz which supposedly can tell whether you are depress or not. There are 15 question in total
So the result is something like tat
1-4 = you are okay
5-10 = Depress but still not bad
11- 15 = Depress like siao

So for me, i got 7 out of 15.. could say that i also agree with it. Not to be emo or anything buy yeah, Im depress =(. So many things in my head but really dont feel like talking it out.. I really want to but don't know why having so much difficulty. This few days also have some trouble sleeping at night. Don't know what happening lar.

Hmm alrite, End here for now.

Till next time

Hellow @Tuesday, October 09, 2007