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Muhammad Rafiq Bin Ramlan
Officially 18
30.11.1990
Republic Poly ; DBIO
RP Noobish Floorballer
Eating is my forte & profession
raf_of_destiny@hotmail.com ; msn/fs :D


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♫ Doing what I like
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    Tuesday, May 20, 2008

    All I can say that today isnt really a good day.


    I hurt my Dearest so much that I cant possibly forgive my ownself. I know it would be difficult for her to forgive me but I don't blame her if she dosen't. I know what I
    say/did was utterlerly wrong and selfish. Good that the public would know how stupid I am.


    I didn't think what the outcome would be.
    I didn't think how she would have felt.
    I didn't think that she would be hurt.


    Why cant I just keep my bloody mouth shout. I cant deny that sometimes I do stupid things. I cant deny that sometimes i say things without thinking. But this.. I have really hurt someone that I really LOVE soo much. Im so dam incomprehensive and stupid. I f****** deserve this. I just regret on what I have done. If i could just shut my mouth then maybe then the world would be more peaceful.


    I know that things cant be undone.. I know no matter how big or small you have been hurt there would always be a scar remain.


    Dearest. I don't know how can i really make it up to you.. but no matter how long it will take I will find a way.. I know this dosen't help but I want you to know I really regretted what I have done. I couldn't care less what would happen to me. All that i want now is to be able account for my stupidity and to heal ur wounds.. no matter what it takes..


    I Love You..

    Hellow @Tuesday, May 20, 2008